It's been a long time since I wrote something here.
In fact, it's been a long time since I even logged in deviantART.
And why is that?, you may ask. Well... Suffice it to say that I'm not very content with life, and thus I cannot seem to finish anything, or even start anything new. I want to write and draw my comic, but I look around at those simply amazing artists and frankly, I'm put down by their awesomeness.
Also, I'm almost graduating from college, and I don't see my future as a very bright thing. I don't have any perspective on working as a psychologist of any kind, because I can't bring myself to like listening to other people's suffering. Of course there's the beautiful side of being a psychologist, in that you help your neighbour and such. But it's not for me, I guess. The only thing I really like in Psychology is the theory -- no practice for me, please. Thanks.
But! I've been approved in a student exchange program with SNU, Seoul National University, and it's been cool. Not awesome but cool. I've always wanted to be an international student, but as I am very very shy and hesitate a lot before exposing myself and talking to ANYONE, I'm suffering a little from loneliness.
Nevertheless I've been doing some great improvements in the art of being an apparently organized person, and also learned a little of Korean. That's good.
As for art and drawing, well... I'm still a little depressed; I love drawing on traditional media but I can't draw anything these days... The proportions are all wrong, and I never mastered the looking-and-copying skill, so looking for reference on the Internet and other people's photographs doesn't really help much. Perhaps I'm too proud?
It's kind of frustrating not being able to draw movement, too. I mean, I love that fluid sense you get from some pictures, but honestly, my drawings seem... Plain and stiff.
Well, thanks for reading this, whether you're in dA or wordpress. I guess that's it for a long while...
See you around the universe!